Why do I now long to see you when I actually used to hate you
A sight without you makes me feel so empty and blue
I can’t help myself but always think about you
I’m so confused about my feelings and don’t know what to do
I thought I would never be attracted to you
Worst thing is I thought I would never fall for you
Back in the days I always think of you as a prick
I always try to avoid you and just wish you would vanish
As years passed I thought you’ve moved on
I thought you’re already over with your feelings for me
I felt happy because the prick I know is already gone
I felt glad ‘coz you’re no longer going to bother me
We both went on with our lives
But then fate allowed our roads to cross again
You’ve tried to come near me but I still try to hide
I acted like a kid and I got pissed seeing you again
As that day went by I realized that you actually didn’t do any harm
All you did was try to get close to me and be in you arms
But I was a snub and all I did was drive you away
I just kept wishing not to see you everyday
Now I’ve learned that I should’ve been careful with what I’m wishing
Because I think I have fallen for you and it’s you I always desire seeing
So I talked to God and ask why is this so
There’s something inside me and it’s my love for you that grows
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